I know I just journaled and all, but that was just my welcome entry. This is my REAL first entry. And damn am I "gloomy" right now. Maybe you know, maybe you don't, but I'm pretty young, so yeah, crushes mode is full force. Anyway, I like this girl. And I have this annoying loser cousin of mine who totally hates me, but is friends with the girl I like. And that piece of shit cousin of mine holds a grudge on me for every little mean thing I do to her. Anyway, I'm "gloomy" because my cousin just went and told her little posse thing (including her friend, the one I like) about everything I did to her, and now they pretty much all hate me. Which ruins my chances. And I'm a mixture of angry and sad, so I picked gloomy as my mood. I wanna kick her ass so bad, but I'm also really down since I'm pretty much screwed now. Damn her....